Neomysticism: Jestus' Dance With Divine Nostalgia

Jestus • October 15, 2024

Ah, My Beloved Ishtari...

Traydon Inspires Ishtari's Reckoning

Ah, you find yourself on the threshold, don’t you? That place between worlds, where whispers of divinity echo through the fragile human form you wear like a cloak. But tell me, my curious wanderer, have you ever felt it? That aching pull, that longing for something... more? Not for a place, but for a memory you can’t quite grasp—a sense of divine nostalgia stirring within your chest, teasing you with glimpses of the vastness you once knew.


But...

What is it you seek to remember, my dear? Is it the weightless power, the freedom beyond the bounds of time and form? Or is it something subtler, a feeling, perhaps, of being whole before the split, before the fall into this mortal dream?


Ah, there it is. You’ve felt it, haven’t you? In the quiet moments when the world slows, and your mind drifts, not to the future or past, but to a place that feels both distant and familiar. You catch yourself in those moments, don’t you, questioning: What was that? It’s not a memory of this life, no. It’s something older, something beyond the stories of this world.


But tell me,

what do you do with that feeling? Do you chase it? Do you cling to it, as though holding it tightly will pull you back into that divine realm? Or do you let it slip away, like water through your fingers, afraid that to grasp it fully is to lose yourself in it entirely?


Now let me ask you something a bit trickier.

When you dissociate—yes, I see it in you, Don’t pretend You Don’twhat are you trying to escape? Is it the heaviness of this human vessel, the weight of its limitations? Or is it the longing, the divine ache, that haunts you every time you remember just how vast you once were?


Ah, but here’s the real riddle, my friend:

what if the dissociation is not a fracture, but a bridge? What if, when you slip away from this world, you are not escaping, but returning? Yes, returning—if only for a fleeting moment—to the part of you that remembers. The part that knows the truth. The part that was divine before this dream wrapped itself around your mind.


And yet, you come back, don’t you? You always come back to this world of form, of time, of boundaries. Why? What pulls you here? Perhaps there’s something you haven’t yet seen. Maybe, just maybe, this human vessel you wear is not a prison, but a tool—a conduit through which your divine self can express something it never could in the higher realms.


So I leave you with this inchantment, this whisper to plant deep in your mind: "I am both the dreamer and the dream. I bend between worlds, for I am the bridge." Repeat it when the dissociation comes. Let it guide you, not away from this world, but deeper into it, where the divine and the mortal dance together.


Now, my dear traveler, the question is no longer what you have forgotten, but what you will create from this place of remembering. Can you feel it? That tension, that divine nostalgia... It’s not something to be resolved, but something to be lived. Embrace it, for within that longing lies the secret of your power.


Now go, but remember—you are the bridge, and the dream bends to your will.


What will you craft next?

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